What a wonderful worllldddd...
That song is pretty cool.
( x wx) Sucks when it doesn't apply.
Yay for three and a half hours of sleep. I swear, I just woke up and my eyes already itch. I suppose it was inevitable, though. I knew it'd happen eventually, what with the insomnia spasms I go through from time to time. Now, though, since I'm already pretty much set for school, I'm just looking for a way to pass the time.
I kind of wish the insomnia spat would have saved itself for during the summer, though (or have already passed during Spring Break? D:). Then I'll just be dealing with a bunch of hyperactive kids for four weeks. I could probably do that better on 3 1/2 hours of sleep than I can take a "test."
I don't even understand pre-tests, though. It's like... What? ACT Prep, for example. I've never taken it, but that's mostly because it sounds so stupid. Strategies for taking a test that no one is sure on what it's going to even have on it? Pointless. Frivolous. Superfluous. Downright stupid. Look, Mom, vocab words.
It feels like I already gave him the letter and should be anticipating an e-mail from him any day now. = =; It's so weird, because I know I didn't give it to him, but my brain is just all "oh let's check the e-mail. Maybe he somehow TELEPATHICALLY got your e-mail address and e-mailed you while you were away."
And so, I find myself checking for something that I know isn't there. Doesn't even exist yet.
What kind of crap is this?
When did I get so damn idiotic and fangirlish?
... Why didn't I get a memo from God? "Okay, look, here's the facts, Banana: You're about to be a dumbass, alright?"
Then I could have just braced myself and been all "Okie-dokie. Don't do anything stupid. Got it."
I really hope today works out for me. I'm going to be starving by lunch. But, I know that if I give it enough time, the end of the day will come, and God willing, I can take a nap. I'll probably be super bitchy by the end of the day. xD Hope I remember all that stress-relief yoga crap and it works out well for me. It'll be down to the wireeeee.
Oh, and Alex, I'd show you the letter, but I taped it up so I wouldn't open and read it and think of how big of an idiot I am later. I hope that's okay. I can draw you a rendition of the chibi that I put on it and show you that, though.
I need to put on my shoes...
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I love the way you ended this post, just thought I should let you know.
ReplyDeleteI really do hope you got some decent sleep today, at some point. This is making me tired just reading about it. Did the test go ok? I don't get prep tests either, they should at least not happen at 6 in the morning. D: And you should be able to take them in the comfort of your own home, who cares if you cheat or don't time yourself? It's just practice.
That sense of being done with something, it happens to me after dreams sometimes. Not cool. Very very confusing.
Being a girl is really frustrating. I wish I had some words of wisdom to share but I'm still trying to get over how pissed I am at having been born a "girl" so I can't quite look on the bright side of becoming fixated on boys for no reason. -__-
You don't have to show me the letter, no need to ask if it's ok. Duuuuude, that's your thing. I just thought the fact that it's all rainbow brite was neat. Chibi!